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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Friday, September 25, 2009
"AB" are unique, attractive and unpredictable, as they have characteristics of both, "A" and "B".

They can be quite extreme, eve...n contradicting at times. Self-centered, like to criticise, but cannot take criticism. Tends to be unforgiving and hold prejudices. Likes to judge and treat people with visible difference. Strong on the outside, fragile in the inside. Don't trust people easily, fear betrayal and disappointment.

Likes to flirt, natural sweet-talker and knows how to please people, but they can also be very aloof and sharp with words, speak with no reserve. (disagree to certain extend)

Empathetic, Sensitive and sometimes considerate towards people of their liking. Willing to even sacrifice for the ones they love. But may turn revengeful when betrayed, the deeper they love, the greater they hate. Indecisive and often regrets their own decision. (I don't regret on my decision)

Self-reproachful and guilt-prone. Always like to look back on the past. These people are excellent service provider, because they behave rationally, able to control their emotions very well.

Positive qualities: Attractive, Self-sacrificing, Empathetic, Sensitive and Rational

Negative qualities: Extreme, Prejudiced, Indecisive, Self-centered, Critical and Revengeful

Think certain things are true. But I don't really agree fully. And I can be very sure that I don't flirt. Well, think people who are close to me knows that I'm not close to my male classmates and friends.

Denise finally tell me her blog URL. Hope that she'll never change it again. Haha.

OKAY... Got to go bath now. My show starting soon. BYE~~~

安静的呐喊
♥9:06 PM

Saturday, September 19, 2009
It has been days since the last tym this blog was updated. I doubt anyone comes anyway. Ha. In case you're wondering what Turtle Lee is busy up with recently, she's busy clearing all homework (E.g. CR & Holiday Assignment). And Turtle is studying for EOY. Amazing right? Say 'Wow.' :D

Do you know Turtles have mood swings too? Erm... Was feeling quite high on Monday then emo on Tuesday. And someone pissed me off on Wednesday but my mood changed in the evening cause it got myself a new Ear Phone. :D Mama don't want sponsor. She say wait for EOY results. Duh. By then I would have dies from the torture of no music life. Never mind. Turtle pay myself lor.. Anyway, I doubt she even know I'll gotten it.

Is like everyday talk to her also say the same thing.. Either ask about homework, if not exam, test and all the bla bla black sheep stuff. Is there really nothing else to say?? Seriously I'm super envy of Ducky. Her mum goes crazy together with her can.. Her mum screams when she sees Wu Zhun on TV. If my mum ever does that the skies will drop, the sun will rise from the west and all the impossible will become possible.

Haiz. Anyway, at least there's music again! Whoo hoo!!! :D Come to Thursday, I was quite dead. And today... Yeah.. Still dead. And became more and more emo when it started to pour. Don't ask me why am I feeling emo, I've no idea either. But somehow, I seems to like that emo feel although memories of the past will be recalled. But it's through the failures that we learn to stronger. Yeah??

Whatever. I'm 45 minutes late foor my 'Why Why Love' Haha. Got to go now... Bye. Don't miss me too much. Cause I think the next time I'm updating my blog will be after EOY. Which is... around... after 16 October. Can't wait for that day to come. Haha. :D BYE~~~ Don't miss me. Nite.

安静的呐喊
♥12:21 AM

JJ 林俊傑 [一眼萬年] Demo
Sunday, September 06, 2009

Don't you think this song sounds nice even without the lyrics?? The feel is like... @.@ wonderful.

安静的呐喊
♥8:16 PM



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-The Girl
*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
*Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=743058322
*E-mail: Venus_lee_yan@hotmail.com
*AKA: Retarded Over Turn Blonde Turtle

-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 May 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013 April 2013



-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


-The Talkings


-CREDITS

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