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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
海派甜心第10集預告-再見達浪
Thursday, December 31, 2009

Oh man... I'm so super dyig for my Hai Pai Tian Xin... @___~

安静的呐喊
♥7:38 PM

Monday, December 28, 2009

强风


Whoo!! It have been ages since the last time I updated my blog. I still can't accept the fact that the school holidays are going to be over... Haiz. But still, I think this December holiday is one of the most meaningful holidays. Cause I've done a lot of my '1st time' during this holidays.

1) Doing self volunteer during December Holidays.
2) Going to Korea
3) Bought JJ's 7th Album (100 Days)
4) Went to my 1st DI camp.
5) Completed writing a song :D (Whoo!! Finally. After 10 months)
6) Running so crazily after an idol drama (海派甜心)
7) Doing holiday assignments only one week before school re-open.
8) Start losing weight (I'm still trying)
9) Discover ways to poo when suffering from constipation (haha)
10) Discover way to get diarrhoea

Whoo! Quite crap but that's really the first time I'm doing such exciting stuff. Oh ya. 1st time I talk to ah ma face to face without quarrelling. Haha. Okay. Time to talk about... X-FACTOR!!!

I've just realised I've not posted anything on X-Factor camp ever since I came back. Honestly, I din expect to meet so many new friends. Cause I THINK... I'm those who aren't very willing to make new friends. As in... I won't go and approach a stranger and make friend with him/her. And I am quite anti-social towards people whom I don't know. But during the camp, I get to meet wonderful people like Kay Yun, Regina, Joey and even Qian Lin.

Though it's just that short 4 day 3 night but still, I've managed to know a little more better about these people who were complete strangers to me before 18th Dec 2009. I really treasure every moment spent. Even through the camp, I've learn how to accept every one's differences and weakness. I've learnt how to see things from different angle.

Most importantly, I thank you all for all the small little bits of memory you have contributed to my memory card during this 4 Days 3 Nights camp. Through this camp I've learnt how to be a more stronger person and also how to just rely on God.

Throughout the whole camp I've enjoyed the 3rd night the most. I'll remember that dream/vision God has given me that night. Though it might be hard to achieve but I'll hold on to the promise of my Father.

Although this camp might not have all the night frights we usually have during our school camp, or all those adventure hunting games, but still, I believe this is the best camp I've attended. Together we laugh/smile. Together, we cry. Together, we bond. Together, we worship. All the 'Together's made this camp a perfect one. So let's continue to believe in our dreams.

One Candle; It lights up the place.
One gleam of Light; It lights up the tunnel.
One star; It lights up the whole night sky.
One hope; It lights up my heart.

Before the year closes, let's just carry all the happy memories with us and leave all the unhappiness behind. Carry that smile on and together, we'll welcome 2010!!!


Avatar (feat. Kairos)


安静的呐喊
♥6:43 PM

Wednesday, December 09, 2009
昨天在Tiong Bahru, 我听到了一首歌。
没想到只要一首歌,它就会让我想起你...
一首歌勾起了很多和你在一起的甜美回忆。

如果能再回到7年前,你是否还会爱上我?
如果能再回到3年前,我是否还会一样放开你的手?
如果可以再让我许最后一个愿望,我想要一个有你的永远。

安静的呐喊
♥11:16 AM



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-The Girl
*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
*Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=743058322
*E-mail: Venus_lee_yan@hotmail.com
*AKA: Retarded Over Turn Blonde Turtle

-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 May 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013 April 2013



-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


-The Talkings


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