Yeah. I'm back to blogging again. After so much facebooking... I feel so much more safe to be blogging since I doubt anyone will be here. Life recently has been... Pain. pain and more pain. Each and everyday, I'm discovering new things that I wished I never knew.

Maybe it was because he once said he had feeling for me and that it's never possible for him and her to be together, that resulted in me not being able to let it go. But I seriously hate this side of me. What a fool am I?? Sometimes I really wonder, would things be different now if I hadn't force him to give me an answer that day? Would things be different if i didn't agree to divorce that day? Would things be even more different if I've never ever once agreed to that rubbish marriage that day..

A: I realise that my heart is searching for you. 사랑해.
A: 고마워요!
B:i Who ah ? Xd
A: Her. :)

What does this mean?? That her you once said it's IMPOSSIBLE?!?!?!

I've never knew I was this weak. Weak to the extend where i can't even hold back that damn tears. I want to get out of this damn feeling ASAP! I'm getting pissed at myself. My gosh!!! I suck!!!

*I hate myself not for who I am, but for who I am without you*