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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Saturday, April 30, 2011
别傻了。谁都知道白雪公主和白马王子只会出现在童话故事里。天真的你,还奢望给我什么?

安静的呐喊
♥1:41 PM

如果一个人必须伤害她最深爱的人只为了证明她喜欢他,那我早已证明了。

安静的呐喊
♥2:40 AM

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Before the world began, you were on His mind.
Nothing you can do, would make Him close the door.
He gave His only son.
Everything was done so that you would come.
Broken hearts, broken lives, He will take them all.
The power of the Word, the power of His blood,
Everything was done so that you would come.

Give yourself, as well as the Father, a chance for Him to minister Himself to you. He's calling. Even if you run to the corners of the world, He'll still be able to find you. Come to the Father. He's longing for your revival =]

安静的呐喊
♥10:17 PM

Thursday, April 21, 2011
Good Friday will be here tomorrow and I would like to take this chance to revive a song written by Si Er quite a few years back. And as you read through the lyrics, let the Lord speak to you. Let's not forget His work on the Cross and the price he paid for our sins. This song is called 'Love Of A Saviour'. Enjoy..

Love Of A Saviour

It's on the calendar
The number of years
Since my Saviour was born

It's in the history book
The Man they call Jesus
Walked the earth

Majestic Ruler
Born in a stable
Helplessly crying in the night

King of the Heavens
Lived as a servant
Friend to the sinners
Light in the darkness

This is His story
For mankind
Written in history
For you and me

The love of a Saviour
Spelt in His blood
Spelt in blood

[Chorus]

And the angels were silent
When God Himself
Laid on the cross
For our sins

And the universe trembles
When she saw her creator
Hung by nails
To a tree

Not a saint did He die for
But a wretch like me
His nail-scarred hands
Dripping with love

And the purpose for living
In His dying breath I hear
So soft and clear
Ever more
I'll live for my Saviour

Composer: Zhang Si Er

安静的呐喊
♥8:35 PM

Wednesday, April 20, 2011
I never knew I have tears till that day and today. I've never tried crying twice in less than 5 days. I just ask God, heal the hearts of the brokens. Please.

安静的呐喊
♥10:51 PM

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

I kept blasting songs after songs by my ears. Afraid that when silence finds it's way here, the sound of that monotone heartbeat will start ringing by my ears. Reminding me of that ugly truth, that you're no longer here with me..

安静的呐喊
♥11:18 PM

Saturday, April 16, 2011

今天,我看到了生命的脆弱。
一转眼间,他可能就会消失。
今天我才终于明白,原来哭泣也需要勇气。
但有时候不是不愿意流泪,只怕眼泪不够。

安静的呐喊
♥12:28 PM

Sunday, April 10, 2011

奋不顾身的付出,
却只能换取伤痕累累的回报。
继续嘲笑我眼角的变化吧,
反正这是你的杰作...

安静的呐喊
♥10:49 PM


因为爱你,所以放手让你自由
因为爱你,所以不再让你捆绕
因为爱你,所以宁愿自己难过
因为爱你,所以逼自己离开...

安静的呐喊
♥3:38 AM

Happy 25th Birthday Gladys!!

安静的呐喊
♥12:56 AM

Saturday, April 09, 2011
I feel so awesome today!! I made a card and a video. And i spent the whole day doing it. Actually not really whole day. Cause I woke up only at 2PM. Taaahaha. And I work on this 2 things from 2.30PM until now.. Just to realise that It's already.. 1.01AM!!!

Worst of all, guess what... I Have yet to BATH!!! Taaaahaha. Kae. I shall stop here and bath now. I stink >.<

安静的呐喊
♥1:01 AM

Wednesday, April 06, 2011
I spent $1616.61 on my laptop.

Laptop----------------------------> $1282.00
Upgrade Ram ------------------> $64.00
Protector for my laptop-------> $72.70
Laptop Bag ----------------------> $17.91
Crumpler Bag for school ------> $180.00

TOTAL--------------------------------> $1616.61

Oh man... Heart pain.. That's super lot of money!!! $____$!

Oh man!!! I just realise I have yet to get my keyboard protector cause it was out of stock when I went there that day.. That's like another... Minimum $15 Max $30 >.< Sadded. Polytechnic sure cost loads of $$..

安静的呐喊
♥11:30 PM

Tuesday, April 05, 2011
I had a long day yesterday. And I woke up super early!!! Like... at around 10am!!! I know it may not be early for most of you out there who are reading this post. But you have to put yourself in the Turtle's shoes. She usually wakes up at 2pm in the AFTERNOON kae!!! That’s like 4 hours earlier >.<

Anyway, since I'm awake so early, there's definitely a reason. I met Randy at Yew Tee NTUC to get eggs. And you know what.. We were like "Oh man!! It's only $1.65!! It's super cheap!!" Then the next thing that caught the Turtle's eyes is $1.45!!! Haha. Yeah.. Budget. So we very Ou-Ba-Sang-ly (Aunty-ly) took the $1.45 eggs and continue with our 'marketing'. In the end, we check out at the cashier with that $1.45Eggs and chocolate toppings. Yeah toppings. So can you guess what are we going to do next?? Eggs and toppings.. Yeah!! Bake cupcakes!!!

You must be wondering "Then where's the flour??" I had flour at home larxh... Haha. LARXH... Haha. Anyway, after that, Randy came to my house to bake. So we did all the measuring and mixing. Then we pour the mixtures into small small "cups" you know those for cupcakes.. Yeah. Then~ While we were happily pouring, we realise "OH NO!!! THERE"S NOT ENOUGH CUPS!!!" And all that we can find in my house is those paper kind of.. I don't know how to explain la. Anyway, it's those that I previously use to make chocolate truffles. And yeah.. So we tried our luck to go down to the 'MaMa shop' opposite my block.

However, sadly, they didn't sell it. And you guess what.. We end up not buying the 'cups' that we needed, but snacks. And it wasn't me. It was Randy. Haha. So, no choice, we went home and tried using the paper thingy. And guess what. It turned out surprisingly nice. Taaahaha.

The next step is of course to pack everything into boxes. Yeah. Who are we packing/baking for?? Obviously is out ‘beloved’ BVSS Choir. You know.. SYF is coming soon.. Yeah. So as WONDERFUL seniors, we decided to be nice and bake for them. Haha. Yes. No doubt, we are good seniors.

And definitely, this time round, the cupcakes are nicer than the previous 2 rounds that I bake… Last week. Anyway, we had loads of fun delivering it to school. We went to collect our cert too!! Yeah. Certificate for 2010 GEO O Level. After collecting, Randy went up to choir room to hear them sing, while the Almighty Turtle went to the staff room to look for her wonderful AhMa!!

As evil as ever, wonderful ahma will get almighty turtle to do things for her in order to be able to enter the staff room to enjoy the cooling air conditional. So I end up helping her stamp her Essential Grammar. *FAINT* But it was fun la. It’s been ages since I last chatted with AhMa.

Of course, Almighty Turtle is also very nice to offer her some of the cupcakes. And guess what was her 1st sentence when she saw the cupcakes.. She said ‘You make one ar?? Can eat or not??’ Faint seh.. Of course can eat la. I know I’m not in F&N but that doesn’t mean I can’t bake. I know if I cook I’ll burn the kitchen down but that doesn’t mean if I bake I’ll burn the house down.. Anyway, yeah. It was really nice. Haha.

Guess what. The next teacher who tried my cupcake was Miss Cheong. YES!!! MICHELLE CHEONG!!! Haha. The she was telling me that day she saw Wei Shan and… She couldn’t remember the other person so I said Xiao Hui?? And guess what was her reply.. She said “ah yay a ya!! How you know?! They together ar?!?!” -.- Faint to the max. Haha. So I was telling her cause AhMa just now got mention to me that she saw Xiao Hui a few days ago.

Anyway, Miss Cheong’s reply/remarks are always so entertaining. Haha. After making my rounds in the staff room, I went back to AhMa’s table. So I was stamping all the Essential Grammar till around 5.30PM. Of course I helped her mark on her class name list, who are the people who have handed in, who have not. And all the bla bla bla. And at 5.30PM, I went back to the Choir Room to accomplish our main mission.

Yep yep. So we gave each of the choir members one each. Oh! I forgot to mention something!! Last Thursday, I texted Jamie and ask her what’s Choir Strength now and she told me around 50. Then Randy and I were like commenting, “Ai ya. They always anyhow say. Every time only got 30 plus then they say 50. Got 40 plus then they say 60..” And guess what.. When we were there, instead of 50, there were like… 52!!!! That’s like 2 more!!! Luckily we baked 60 plus cupcakes. Hmm.. Minus off those eaten by the teachers, there were still extras. But my ‘Wonderful’ Choir juniors said ‘Very nice! Can I have one more??” and yep. They ate finish EVERYTHING!!! YES!! EVERYTHING!! Haha. K la. At least that proves that my cupcakes are edible ^_^

安静的呐喊
♥11:54 PM

Friday, April 01, 2011
快6个月了eh。你到底在哪里?

安静的呐喊
♥11:13 PM



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*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
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-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
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-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


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