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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Saturday, August 20, 2011


Wooosh! This is my first ever design. Can't believe it. I never knew that I would actually even think of designing. You know what.. When Eunice first announced that there's this DI badge designing competition thingy, I was so not interested in it. Never have I thought of designing a badge. At the back of my mind I was thinking: Haiya.. Let those who can really design do the job.

And.. What am I doing now sia!!! PS: this post is suppose to be so Singlish. Taaaahha.

Anyway.. What I really want to say is that.. Many times we might really think that things are beyond our ability. But when the inspiration strikes, trust me.. Things will turn around and make a 180 degree change! Awesome. But right.. Now there's another problem.. For this badge designing competition thingy right.. I've to submit it in Photoshop format!!! Sianz sia!! Haiz.. Think I shall try it out on Photoshop some other day bah.. Let me get through my POM and Law test first >_<

Anyway.. The inspiration of this design all started out with my reflection journal for last Saturday's DI sermon (It's up on DI blog already! http://di-perspectives.blogspot.com). Initially while I was writing it, I was also thinking.. Huh? Reflection ar.. Sianz.. Don't know what to write..

But as I was thinking of what to write, I asked for our Father to speak to me and just simply use me. Then I started writing about our first love with Him, rededicating out lives to Him once more and stuff like that.. Then suddenly something just brought me the thought of designing the DI badge. Is just like a call, calling me to do the impossible!

So I possibly did the impossible, which is to complete the reflection journal. Then after that I went on to search for inspiration to design this DI badge. And it started off with "First Love". So I knew I'll design something with a heart. But just a heart itself is kind of plain and meaningless.

Then I went on searching for more inspiration by listening to songs and stuff. And it just suddenly struck me to listen to DI originated songs. And funny thing is other than the song "Our God is Love" that is written by Eugene, all the other DI originated songs are by Andy. Taaahaha. Oh! Why DI originated songs? Cause it's a DI Originated badge. Haha.

Anyway.. So I went to listen to those songs. When I was listening to Author of Life, there's this sentence, "Writing His story in mine" caught hold of my attention. So I decided to design something like a book kinda thing.. Guess what's the next question..

How do I combine a book together with a heart?! Taaahaha!! So initially I wanted to draw a book and a heart on the left page of the book and kinda stuff.. If you get what I was talking about..

However as I was drawing the book.. I think is partially cause of my lousy drawing, it actually turned out to be like a heart!! Taaahahaha!!! Then the sudden 'TING!' rang in my head and I was like... RIGHT!!! AWESOME. Haha.

Next! Since it's "Writing" so there should be a pen/pencil. I choose pencil cause it feels more... Hmm.. Easy to draw is one thing.. Taaaahaha!! But pencil is like.. It feels more personal. Pen will feel more mature kind of thingy and it makes me feel very distant. So yepz! I choose pencil.

Lastly.. I was thinking.. If a DI badge is without the word DI or Destiny Impact,it wouldn't be a DI badge anymore. Then here comes the last question.. Where should I place the word Destiny Impact & how am I gonna do that? So I decided to write it as the border. but if it's just Destiny.Impact, it will be very weird. And that's where God Chaser, Heart Joiner & Light Giver comes in!

Then.. Taaaada!! This is my DI badge design. Honestly, it sounded as if I took the whole day designing it. but the fact is.. I took less than an hour. What I really want to say is that.. Not to boast about my designing ability but to tell everyone out there who are reading this post.. Don't give up before trying. Ask for inspiration. And if He really have a desire for you to do something, He'll give you the inspiration you need.

Honestly to me, it doesn't matter if my design is chosen to be the official DI badge design or not. What matters the most to me is that our Father have proven to me that what I used to think that was the impossible was made possible cause I trusted in Him.

I want you to believe: If you're willing to place your trust in Him, time will reveal that He is a living God and He'll use you, in His very own special & unique ways =]

安静的呐喊
♥4:05 AM



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-The Girl
*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
*Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=743058322
*E-mail: Venus_lee_yan@hotmail.com
*AKA: Retarded Over Turn Blonde Turtle

-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 May 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013 April 2013



-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


-The Talkings


-CREDITS

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