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Tuesday, May 29, 2012
Heeah. I'm back~ Gonna mug for Logistics soon >_< but before that!! Let me share with you some photos I took ^__^ I've been travelling to sengkang quite often recently cause of my Integrated Project (IP). For the past few times, I've been there with my group mates except for the latest time. Before I share with you my solo trip to SengKang, let's talk about those time I went with my group mates. Hmmmmmmmm.. Actually~ There's nothing much to talk about. I've only been there with my group mates twice. And Each and everytime we're there, we'll end our day with jumpshots. Haha!! Let me share with you one of my favourite jump shot.
Heeah. In the past, my jumpshots are never this nice. My highest pic would always be either the 2nd or 3rd pic. And I'll always have to edit it. But this is different!! This picture is unedited!! Woohoo!! And this was the first and last jump shot i did that day =D Give thanks to my photographer: Jean. Haha.
On the way back that day, on the bus~ I decided to take a photo of myself cause I felt as though I'm in some winter country. Prolly it's cause of the SMG scarf and the air-con was super cold that night!! Haha. Anywayz~ I really like this picture. If you know me well enough, I'm not one who takes picture of myself all the time. I think it was a good fringe day that day. Haha. And did you notice my natural eyeliner?! Haha. It's not photo effects kaez~
The effects only made it more obvious. Haha. I was telling mum about my natural eyeliner that day and she say it's cause I've got more eyelashes. Lol.
Anyway after lunching with Jerry Yap on Friday, I decided to go back to SengKang. The main reason is actually cause I wanted to re-film the route that we'll be walking for the "Lantern Walk" thingy~ But sub reason is also cause I wasn't really in a good mood that day. Some problems between my mum and dad. Tsk. Everytime parents quarrel, kids are always the first to kenna. Haha.
Don't worry about me. I'm fine now already. Just needed some time alone and sort some thoughts out :]
After filming finish and reached the "Ending point", I looked up into the sky. Immediately, I took out my phone and snap a picture of what my eyes are looking at.
漂走的心就像漂走的云，怎么抓也抓不回..
Instantly, this sentence flashed across my mind. At that very point in time all I heard was the shattering sound of my heart. Oh yea. Did I mention I was listening to my iPod songs and at that very point the song that was playing is 《记得》. Haha. I was destine to cry my hearts out that day.
Anyway, just to update y'all, I've no idea what's going on between my parents. But honestly everything just seems as though my dad had an affair. Prolly it's cause of this thought that every looking at such beautiful clouds, I could still think of such emo stuff. Haha.
Seriously.. I've never cried that bad ever before. Crying not really cause i'm really THAT sad but more of crying out for the Lord. Each every time I think about my dad having an affair (though nothing is confirm up till date), I could sense this devil side of my arising from deep within. It's just not right. And I seriously hate that side of me.
I believe everyone have this good and devil side in them. It's only the matter of how are you going to use the good side of you to kill that devil side of you. But sometimes this devil side is just so strong that you cannot conquer it with your own strength. And I knew I couldn't. I just felt as though I'm going insane any moment if I continue to try to solve this issue with my own strength. TAP ON HEAVEN'S RESOURCES!!
Anyway.. I never knew I had so much tears O_O Lol. Haha. Oh. Thank goodness there wasn't anyone there if not they must have thought that I'm some mad woman who had just escaped from the Mental Hospital or someone suffering from depression. Haha. Don't worry people. I'm perfectly fine now.
After all the crying and stuff I decided to enjoy the breeze. Close friends should know I've got fear of heights. So I decided to do something radical. I got up, stood on the bench and took a picture of my shadow. I thought that was quite nice. But I really spent loads of time gathering up the courage to stand on that bench.
Taaada!! Can you imagine?? I was alone.. Both my hands are stretched out.. So who helped me touch the "capture" button on my phone?? Heeah~ Amazing uh?? That's a secret. Haha!! You need skills~ XD
I was leaving that place when I decided to turn around just to tell that place "I'll be back soon" Haha. It sounds crazy~ Haha. As I was saying~ I turned back.. And the sun was super bright so naturally, I stretched out my hand to block it and I just felt that would look super pretty in a photo so I snap a picture of it again. Heeah ^__^
So that was the end of my latest trip to SengKang. I'll go back for another round of visit after my Mid Semester Test :]
This picture was taken at the bus stop at WCRC quite a while ago. I was with Lynette waiting for our individual buses on one of the Saturdays after DI Encounter. As we were talking/chatting about some stuff, this beautiful God's creation caught her attention. She took my phone and snap a picture of it. Haha.
Wait. I be exact, I held the phone and she touched the "capture" button. Hence, the photographers for this picture are Venus & Lynette. Haha!! Oh. I edited the picture with iPhone apps. But the cloud blur-ish effect is natural. That was really how the cloud looked like that day.
This is another picture I took not long after my mum started ignoring my dad's call and the initial stage of me suspecting my dad having an affair. There was suppose to be lessons that day but I guessed I was just too depressed to even go for lessons. I just felt that I needed some fresh air.
I was intending to bus down to school that day. So I took 188. I was suppose to change to another bus at Clementi fire station but I decided to just take all the way to Harbour Front and so I landed up in Vivo City. Haha.
I was there super early. Like.. 10am?? And there were barely a few shops open. So I just kept walking aimlessly till I walked out of Vivo City, facing Sentosa. I spotted that small plant and decided to take a photo with it. Haha. Yea. that was the sky at Harbour Front :]
Before I dive back into ym books, let me share one last picture with y'all.
I was at the Big Book Shop above Clementi PolyClinic just now. Was just "see-look"ing when this thing caught my attention. Haha. I thought it would be quite funny if I were to put this at my house door. Haha. Kinda Oxymoron feel. Haha.
Alrightz~ That's all for my sharing today. My notes are calling out for me >_< Gotta go~ *yawnz*
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*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
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*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
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*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
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*Split personality
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