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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Sunday, May 27, 2012
I was visiting some of my older post and I saw this post that was posted on 18th Feb 2012. It says

"第三个愿望:我希望能在十八岁这一年里,谈个轰轰烈烈的恋爱。就算天注定不能走到最后,我也要体验一个付出真心的恋爱。"

Haha!!. I wonder what drove me to having this wish. Not saying that I don't wish for it anymore~ But it has kinda upgraded to "I wish to get married soon". Haha!! But I don't have a boyfriend now~ Haha. Prolly I've watched too many dramas recently.

You know~ Every drama will end with a happy ending.. The male lead and female lead will just end up getting married or something along that line~ Haha. I was just talking to Jeraldine that day about marriage. I was saying..

I think it's super cool when you're married at the age of 21. And while many of your friends are dating and guys ask to be your boyfriend or something~ you'll reply them "sorry. But I'm no longer available" and you flash out your wedding ring.. Then you'll get to see their super stunned face~ Haha!!

Okay~ Ignore me.. That's just one of my random thought when I was bored. Haha.

Talking about getting married~ What's marriage without a proposal. I was just walking on one of those streets on orchard road that day with mum. And there was this super huge LCD screen that's screening some advertisements and stuff~ So I was just randomly telling my mum, "Mummy!! It's be super cool if my boyfriend propose to me on that LCD screen!! So romantic~" Haha!! And my mum scolded me cause she thinks that I shouldn't be thinking of such stuff at this age..

Hello~ We all grow up and get married one day~ Lee Kuan Yew said that Singaporeans should all be forward looking citizens~ I'm just trying to be one of them~ Haha!! Anywayz.. Mum said I'm "siao" haha. And I told her, "I told you before what~ I've the urge to urge married". Haha!! And she literally roll her at me!! -__-"

Honestly, if I've got a rich boyfriend now~ and he proposes to me~ I might really just get married the moment I turn 21. Haha!! But I don't think this marriage would last. Cause I'll be getting married just to satisfy my desire to run a wedding. Haha!! I should just try to get into mediacorp and become an actress where I can get to play all the funny funny roles that I want to.

Being a bride, acting emo, acting in a breakup scene, acting as a CID officer, etc. Haha!! Oh!! Btw, have I ever told you what is the scene I would desire the most if I were to be an actress?? Let me share with you~ Muuuhahha.. Don't be shocked.

I wish to act in a kissing scene the most. Hahaha!! Prolly cause I've never kissed anyone that I desire to feel the feeling of kissing my boyfriend or something~ Haha. Wait wait.. This makes things sounds like as though my kiss is so cheap. Haha!! NO!!! It's not that~ Prolly cause I've watched too many dramas of Show Luo kissing others in dramas where at times I just wishes I was the female lead. Haha!!!

Okay~ Ignore me~ I'm getting too hyped out. Time to dive back into my books >_< It's accounts & finance paper tomorrow.. But it feels as though I've not learnt a single thing O__O" Ommmooooooooo T_T

安静的呐喊
♥10:10 PM



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