Finally done with this set of lyrics. If you understand what I'm trying to communicate, I hope it impacts your life. Actually it all explains with the ending. Basically this song is somewhat of a "Split Personality" song where I am singing to myself.. Kinda thing~ Haha.
I decided to write this kind of song when I was going through this dark period of my life. Not that I've literally physically tortured myself but during that period of time I felt as though I'm mentally torturing myself. In terms of my thoughts, emotions, etc.
Also I've recently heard about how people physically abuse themselves. Example.. Those who cut themselves with a pen-knife, self abuse/torture, and even those who just waste their lives away by drinking, clubbing, smoking, etc. If you're any of these people, please. I urge you to stop what you're doing. God created you for a purpose and that purpose is definitely not to waste your life away just like that.
Stop torturing yourself cause there's this part of you that's crying out for you to stop it. I've always believe that everyone has this Good and Bad side of them. You can say.. The angel and devil within a person.
Many times it's really up to you to who you want to be. The Angel side? Or the Devil Side? Even after being a Christian for so long, sometimes I could still sense this Devil part of me arising from deep within. It's really important to notice it in time and pray against it.
Anyway, If you get the message behind this set of lyrics, text me, FB chat me or you can leave a message in my Cbox :) Stop this self torturing thing. It hurts.
*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
*Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=743058322
*E-mail: Venus_lee_yan@hotmail.com
*AKA: Retarded Over Turn Blonde Turtle
-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me
