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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Saturday, October 13, 2012
It's been a long while since the last time I've posted. And guess what.. My holidays are coming to an end soon :'(

I spent the first half of my holiday on my event/project. Yea. The mid-autumn festival at SengKang West. The remaining of my holidays were spent on filming, part time work and watching dramas. Haha.

This holiday is lasted for 7 weeks. Come to think of it, 7 weeks isn't that long after all. It's merely 49 days. Yet, many things have changed. Including “到此为止”.

I've been thinking about all the things that happened but none of this explains what led to “到此为止”. I guess we're just tired of this relationship bah. Love isn't something that can be maintained just by compromising with each other's needs, differences, flaws, etc. But then again, if love can be explain by words, then prolly that isn't love.

Whatever it is, things have ended. No more counting down, no more sweet messages, no more.. yea. No more everything.

Mid-Autumn festival night was really an unforgettable one. Being a mascot for the first time is really fun. Oh man!! I had to put on heavy make-up to fit the "beauty-ness" of Chang-Er. Lol. But the funny thing is that I've got no idea how to put on make up. Haha. Had to get my other project mates to help me with the make up.

Oh!!! Tell you what's the most hilarious part!! I look like some weird alien/ghost when i put on that make up with my normal "mortal" attire. But I look perfectly fine when I change into my "deity" Chang-Er costume. Lol!!!

The part where I enjoyed the most about being this mascot is that people treat & look me as though I'm some famous celebrity. Heeah. *lika boss yo~* People rush to snap a photo with you. Aunties and young kids. Uncles don't dare cause they feel embarrassed or something~ Lol. Haha.

The most ridiculous thing is that all the "ah-ma"s rush to touch me cause they believe by touching "Chang-Er" will bring them good luck & fortune. Hmmm.. Number 1, common sense should be able to tell you that I'm a mortal, a human. Number two, does Chang-Er even really exist??

Haiz.. It's okay. At least it makes them happy~ The event was definitely a success. Then number of attendees turning up met our target audience number. Everyone was happy, kids smiling as they played with the LED lanterns, program running smoothly. Hahas. *clap clap*

After my event ended, I was thinking of slacking my holidays away till one faithful day, Lynette called me and ask me if I want to help her with the filming for Destiny Impact's annual year end camp promotional video. Hmmm.. I agreed. Cause I was thinking.. Instead of slacking my holidays away, prolly I can do something to aid in the establishment of His Kingdom.

Also, I wanted to experience of filming. Wonder if I've ever shared with you, I've always wanted to be an actress (if there's a chance to). The joy of acting is that you get to attempt to be all sorts of character. From doctors, to lawyers, to murderer, CID, getting married, etc. Don't you think it's super cool?!

However this time, filming was kinda tough for me. Especially the part about getting into the character. My character's characteristics:

-Soft Spoken
-Shy
-Low Self-Esteem
-In love with Nic

My real characteristics:

-LOUD Spoken
-NOT at all shy
-SUPER HIGH Self-Esteem
-NOT at all in love with any guy (especially after the “到此为止” thingy..)

I seriously think it's a huge challenge for me cause the character I'm trying to get into is the total opposite of me. But~ If I'm gonna act as who I really am, then that's not called acting anymore.. Whatever it is, as long as it pleases God, I don't mind trying any character.

What I'm most looking forward to is actually the last few episodes. I won't mind crying scenes as long as the filming crew don't mind wasting memory space. Haha. Kidding luh. I'm sure natural feeling would come cause of the plot/script.

Honestly, I'm looking forward to the debut of the first episode. This is because Lynette keep telling me, "I seriously think you and nic very sweet leh" lol. I'm looking forward to see how sweet is her sweet lo. But to be really exact, I'm more looking forward to his reaction to the 2nd episode when it's played in Sunday service.

By the way, filming have been put on pause button recently. I heard that it's because the leaders have some "issue" with the script or something.. But whatever the reason is, I hope that filming resumes ASAP cause I don't wanna loose the feel of the character. And I'm really anticipating to how the script would move on to..

Talking about filming also reminds me about that scene that nic confessed to me. Haha!! It was really.. Hilarious/Ridiculous cause we spent the entire Sunday afternoon/evening filming that ONE scene. Haha. The main reason behind this long filming process is definitely partially because of me, the NG queen. Haha.

Spent such a long time before we could even hold hands normally. I guess it's really cause it's been a long while since the last time I held hands with the opposite gender bah (other than during prayer time).. In fact the last time I've ever been so close with a guy was prolly 2 years back when I hugged JX from the back (That was because we were playing truth or dare) bahz..

Haha. Heart pumping moments. I can never forget the shock-happy-embarrassed expression on JX face and how his face just literally turn red. Haha.

Memories, they're just meant to torture one for life.

Apart from filming, I worked with Lynette again. Some admin staff for events. It was just a 3 days thing. We were working for the same boss whom we worked for back in march. Fortunately, the experience this time round was much better than those in march. I guess it's because I'm more used to the way boss does things bahz..

What I'm more unhappy about is that boss keeps asking me to help her move this, move that (this & that refers to tables, chairs, cables, mineral water, etc.) while all Lynette does is just to guard the registration table. Haha!! I'm not really unhappy luh.. Just kidding de luh. Lynette did do her job too uh :)

Anyway there were 2 events running concurrently, one on level 4, the other on level 5. Lynette and I were situated on level 5 for day 1. Lynette remained there for the remaining 2 days while I'm situated at level 4 on day 2 and back to level 5 on day 3. Day 3 was the most exhausting day cause we ran out of mineral water.

The mineral water delivery was suppose to arrive at 10am but it wasn't there even pass noon. And boss got me to go to 7-11 to get 3 cartons of mineral water. Yea. She was nice enough to send 2 more guys along with me. We got the cheapest mineral water which is like.. $2.15 per bottle!!! It's like some daylight robbery. Each carton consist of 24 bottles, 600ml each. In short, each carton weights about 14.4kg. *faint*

Boss only sent 2 guys to help me. Which mean each person one carton, including me!!!! Can you imagine, I carried a 14.4kg carton from CineLeisure 7-11, all the way to Scape level 5. Thank God for lift luh!!!! Can't imagine if I have to take the stairs up. Anyway, I guess I was too concentrated into getting the carton of mineral water to its "Final Destination" that I used too much strength on my hands/arms and they were aching like nobody's business. I guess I've forgotten about my old injury bahz.. It seems to be like coming back again :/

In any case, it's over!!!! Spent the remaining of my holidays watching dramas :D Gotta go to bed now!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope I wake up in time for DI later =D

安静的呐喊
♥5:36 AM



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